January 2010
4 posts
Religion is.
I realize that I must live up my goal to be a devout Catholic and follow the footsteps of that of my church leaders, my youth group members, and my family. Let’s get back to reality for a minute; I will never be the Catholic those people want me to be. These rules, these standards, religion in general is all bullshit. Don’t take me wrong, though. I mean, is it so that because I...
Even though I don’t really trust them enough, I love them.
I don’t know the difference between pretending and trying anymore. In the end, it just feels like I’ve given up before I start.
Sorry.
Sorry for this. I really am.
I’m tired of living around this fantasy ideal world of mines. What fantasy ideal world? Fuck, where is the truth behind everything? Why can’t people just give it to me straight? I don’t want lies, I don’t want something hidden, especially not from me. I’m going to fucking ask. Is it true? It is true they talk about me because I refuse to...