December 2010
28 posts
Are you really so busy that I'm not even worth a...
"Once upon a time", that's how my story begins....
"What happened to that girl who...?"
Maybe she got tired. Maybe she got sick of being judged for what she was. Maybe she didn’t want to be judge for what they liked. Maybe she wanted to cease her silence and those who thought they could take advantage of her. Maybe she wanted to be heard by someone who genuinely cared for once in her life, rather than talking to those who said they cared, but only cared about themselves. Maybe...
Memories. They warm you up inside, but they also...
I think that’s what’s wrong with the world.
No one says what they feel, they always hold it inside. They’re sad, but they don’t cry. They’re happy, but they don’t dance or sing. They’re angry, but they don’t scream. Because if they do, they feel ashamed. And that’s the worst feeling in the world. So they walk with their heads down and never see how beautiful the sky is.
Hey. Just what the fuck am I waiting for? Something to happen? I know, I know: make it happen myself. But I’m tired. I need a break and a sign or something to push me forward. Do it myself? Force myself? Cute. I’m not superman. I lose faith. I lose energy. And you’re telling me to exert more when I’ve given more than my all? Give me one break. Let me see one sign. I know, I...
“Fuck these patriarchal beauty standards”. I hear you loud and clear, but women...”
– Lamesha, Grrrl Perspective
I never said I wasn't a bitch, did I?
Confession: You're fake. And I use fake people....
I'm a coward. I'm definitely not proud of it, but...
I'm scared to hold on and I'm scared to let go....
I'm holding back tears because I don't want to...
I saw you today.
And we made eye contact. I was hoping, wishing, praying that I wouldn’t see you. Yet, for some reason, God figured it would be funny just to let it happen. I prayed that I wouldn’t. I made eye contact with you then looked away, and when you saw me, that smug grin on your face grew all the more wide. That’s how you mask your inner feelings. You didn’t want or expect to see...