I don’t deserve to feel good about myself. Okay, I get it.

I have low self-esteem regardless of the front I show to people. It’s not even about what’s tough in my life or anything; I am just cursed with this feeling about myself. Every time I think things are starting to lookup and I have a reason to show a little more faith in myself, something slaps me in the face and tells me that, no, I am not worth anything. And even though I try, I will never see myself to be anything.

So yes, life, I get it. I’m not allowed to feel good about myself ever. Please, just stop.